October 2014 - Page 2 of 3 - Musings of Laura Bock

Creative Passion – My Manifesto

October 16, 2014April 22, 2015 Laura Bockart, artist, creative, creative manifesto, creativity, living your passion, manifesto, passion, photographer, photography, purpose, writer, writing0 comment

“Great things are not accomplished by those who yield to trends and fads and popular opinion.” ~ Jack Kerouac Why, why, oh why, do I insist on trying to mainstream? Why am I trying to be like that, like everyone else? I have tried so many times over the years to be normal and mainstream – it always felt wrong and uncomfortable. I know I’m not like others – I never have been. I’ve known this since I was a child. I am meant for more. The creative…

classic alternative darkwave Mixtape music musings

17 Goth Dark Wave Songs Perfect For Brooding

October 10, 2014May 9, 2022 Laura Bockclassic alternative, dark wave, goth, mix tape, music, new wave, playlist, post punk0 comment

This mixtape playlist will feed into that brooding angst you’re feeling as the leaves change and we prepare for another long, cold winter.

depression musings on the fly rants

Masochistic Tendencies

October 9, 2014June 9, 2017 Laura BockAnger is an energy, control, darkness, demons, depression, just be, masochist, masochistic, on the fly, PiL, rage, spiraling, stream of consciousness0 comment

I want to rip my chest open and pull out my heart. I want the feeling center of my brain to stop. I just want to be numb. The people I interact with day-to-day have no idea of the complete fuck up I am. Or if they are aware, they sure do a great job and keep it to themselves. I live with extremes in my mind every day. Today it is just amplified. It’s all part of the sickness within me. I know this. The demons I’ve conquered are banging…