trust broken dysfunctional family on the fly youth 

Hey, Print This One, Too!

  This year I will celebrate eight years of writing with this website.   When I originally started this site, I called it Emotional Violence, a line from the song, “Leave in Silence” by Depeche Mode. I focused on writing about my younger years and the battles I encountered with my dysfunctional family, mainly with my mother, whom I named Mom-ster for my stories. Now, when I say “stories”, these are not fictional – these things truly happened to me, and are from my perspective. Ironically, one phrase Mom-ster used…

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Depeche Mode depression life on the fly 

Waiting for the Night…

Sunsets on days like this burn brightly in contrast with the impending stillness and freeze of winter.

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Peter Murphy Cuts You Up classic alternative depression on the fly 

January Depression Part II – Cuts You Up

  Move the heart Switch the pace Look for what seems Out of place… Cuts You Up – Peter Murphy   Driving, no destination in mind, just driving to escape and to empty my mind. Attempting to hit the reset button buried deep in my subconscious. My brain is broken, or at least the records in my mind are on constant replay… they repeat, repeat, repeat… voices from the past, the present, and even made up conversations in my head about the future are on a non-stop loop.  Louder and…

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