Waiting for the Night…
Sunsets on days like this burn brightly in contrast with the impending stillness and freeze of winter.
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January Depression Part II – Cuts You Up
Move the heart Switch the pace Look for what seems Out of place… Cuts You Up – Peter Murphy Driving, no destination in mind, just driving to escape and to empty my mind. Attempting to hit the reset button buried deep in my subconscious. My brain is broken, or at least the records in my mind are on constant replay… they repeat, repeat, repeat… voices from the past, the present, and even made up conversations in my head about the future are on a non-stop loop. Louder and…
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January Depression – Try Walking in My Shoes
Statistically, January is the most depressing month of the year, and for me, this is no exception. This year especially. I don’t think there’s been a day in the past few weeks I haven’t cried either from my depression and anxiety, stress in general, or sheer loneliness. Sometimes it’s even an explosive combination of all. Most of the time it happens while laying in bed either as I’m trying to fall asleep or attempting to drag my apathetic body out of bed in the mornings. I’m living in…
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