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January Depression Part II – Cuts You Up

I’m tired of having to prove my worth from every single angle. I’m forty-fucking-six years old, when does this shit stop?

I don’t think there’s been a day in the past few weeks I haven’t cried either from my depression and anxiety, stress in general, or sheer loneliness.

Industrial music transforms me into another version of myself, where I do not care if all eyes are on me, for my thoughts are within myself.