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17 Goth Dark Wave Songs Perfect For Brooding

This mixtape playlist will feed into that brooding angst you’re feeling as the leaves change and we prepare for another long, cold winter.

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Masochistic Tendencies

I want to rip my chest open and pull out my heart. I want the feeling center of my brain to stop. I just want to be numb. The people I interact with day-to-day have no idea of the complete fuck up I am. Or if they are aware, they sure do a great job and keep it to themselves. I live with extremes in my mind every day. Today it is just amplified.  It’s all part of the sickness within me. I know this. The demons I’ve conquered are banging…

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Banging My Head Into A Wall – 13 Punk Songs About Life & Love

This is a new section I am starting, called Mix Tape.  Music is the soundtrack to our lives. When I worked at the strip club, I performed DJ duties for many years. To me, it’s not about just playing music, but conveying a feeling and setting a mood. In these themed posts, I will list at least 13 songs for you to make your very own mix tape (CD) or playlist.  For my first installment, I have an awesome punk/post-punk rock mix playlist of songs about life and love. If there is…

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