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Industrial Reconstruction of Self

Industrial music transforms me into another version of myself, where I do not care if all eyes are on me, for my thoughts are within myself.

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My Big (Fat Gay) Punk Rock Prom

Despite being told by Mom-ster I couldn’t go to my senior prom because I was fat, my punk rock prom date and I totally (punk) rocked it out!

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Sad Bastard Music

  Many many moons ago I was young, naïve, and married.   Not very long into my marriage, my eyes opened as to why getting married was a big mistake. Little things – or signs as I always refer to these happenings – started piling up into bigger things. One of which was my ex’s disdain for Goth and Punk music.  Ummm hello… who do you think you married? It’s not like I hid the fact I was different – my appearance made it more than clear that I was…

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