My Alter-Ego – Lucretia [NSFW]

It’s funny the things you run across when going through old journals and files.

 

 

Back in the 1990s, before BDSM went mainstream through venues such as Hot Topic and with atrocities of so-called literature like Fifty Shades, I was known to some as the Mistress Lucretia. I was a twisted, somewhat sadistic, yet very affectionate, caring and sensual Dominant.

 

Although these days I resonate more as a switch than a Dominant – which simply means I enjoy both sides of the coin, Dominant and submissive – Lucretia still resides in the dark corners of my mind. I sometimes call upon my alter-ego when I need that strength, backbone, and a dose of bitch goddess and women empowerment in my life. 

These writings are from the days when I lived a darker, more deviant lifestyle. Perhaps these words might resonate with the darkness inside of you…

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Beginnings

 

Slipping on My thigh-hi leather boots

feeling My feet fit perfectly

in the snug interior

slowly zipping them up

over My calves

past My knees

stopping when I reach the tops…

I slide My hands down

feeling My leg encased inside –

the heat of the leather

The Power.

I rise to My feet

feeling like I am on a pedestal

on six-inch platform heels.

I walk over to the mirror

Straighten My corset,

and dab a bit of patchouli

on My neck

on My cleavage

and smile fiercely at My presence.

I turn and see you kneeling

waiting for Me

I walk slowly over to you

looking down into your eyes

seeing your need

your lust and desire

wanting with all that is in you

to serve Me

you press your lips to the

smooth new leather

caressing it with your mouth…

Now we can begin.

 

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Crimson

 

I love your cries into the night

Knowing that they are for Me

and you are Mine…

Body, Mind and Soul

Submitted to Me as one.

I think you love the feel of

My Dominance

as it swallows your being…

I love the sound of my leather

As it cracks against

your creamy white skin…

Crying into the silence

“Please Mistress”

Crimson is my favorite submissive color.

 

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Mine

 

I will show you bondage –

I can see it in your eyes

you yearn to be bound

tethered & tied

helpless in front of Me.

 

I will show you fear –

you will be afraid

when I look down at you

and grin…

fearing what I will do to you

now that you are with Me.

 

I will show you pain –

your body aches to feel

My leather crash against

your nakedness

to be colored crimson

with marks you dream

you could show your friends.

 

I will show you love –

kissing your tears away

running My hands over

your burning flesh

both of us smiling knowing

I have written My name

all over your body…

you belong to Me.