musings on the fly rants 

Sick

  I used to take great pride in and loved to brag about my “strip club immune system of steel” – that came to a screeching halt when I got sick last week. I’m guessing it’s because I don’t have that constant exposure anymore to all the crazy germs and viruses out there. Let’s face it, there are no sick days or paid leave for strippers, or anyone for that matter working in the adult entertainment industry. Girls would show up to work sick, coughing and sneezing all over the place.…

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life music musings 

Dressing Coffins for the Soul – 13 Songs of 90’s Angst-ridden Love

I’ve felt extraordinarily angst-ridden for a while now – it comes and goes, but mostly stays. This mood is a lot different from the brooding mix tape I shared last month. Imagine your heart being twisted, stretched and bled of all its life – that about explains the feel of alternative rock music of the 1990’s. The music was melodic, yet melancholy and heavy – the lyrics deep and emotional, yet detached. Sexy vocals and great music combined to give you a sensory overload. Enjoy this jaunt back in time with artists that exemplify sexy…

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depression musings on the fly rants 

Throat Punch

    I’m normally a pretty laid-back and easy-going woman, but sometimes the angry, impatient, ballsy and raucous punk rock bitch I keep hidden deep down inside comes out to play.   When those times happen, it takes everything in me to not want to throat punch someone. No, I’m not joking. I’ve often thought about balling my hand into a fist and powerfully throwing that fist right into someone’s throat. Anger management issues? No – only because I’ve never actually done it – but oh, my fantasy life is rich…

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