musings poetry 

The Moon, The Stars, and You

In the formidable  Darkness of the night I gaze upon the moon and stars Reflected in the Sparkling water; The light of the moon Mystically magical Glistening like liquid silver, Rippling in the waves. You should be here… I gaze at the brightest star, And think of you… Your eyes,  Mesmerizing as the moon and Tranquil as the water Hiding within a soul As mysterious as The stars themselves.  I long to hold you Close to my heart. But you are like the stars — Sparkling and dazzling So near,…

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musings poetry 

Now Hear This…

I’ve Got Mad Writing Skills   “Put them on a page” Such an eloquent response Here they are, what now?   My desire is A fire burning inside Come and quench those flames   Slowly dying for Your attentions and your touch Don’t push me away   Let me be the one Your secrets are safe with me This could be awesome   Stop digging in dirt Precious metals come and go I am a treasure   Just open your eyes Take my hand and walk with me Don’t leave…

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classic alternative life music 

#1 Crush Mixtape

February – that magical mystical month which heralds in the last month of meteorological winter, traditionally filled with some of the coldest weather of the season. Isn’t it ironic that Valentine’s Day falls right smack dab in the middle of the month?  I’m sure you’re used to my writings dripping with cynicism when it comes to that holiday; Lord knows I’ve never really celebrated the day properly.  In the past, the only time I ever enjoyed V-Day was when I worked at the strip club – only because almost every…

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musings poetry 

Memories Make Me Cry [poetry]

  Time Warp Stuck in a loop Close my eyes and remember Your touch – how I want your strong hands Grabbing, squeezing, caressing me Once again Our tongues dancing together Entangled in a passionate kiss My body still responds to your words Even after all this time has passed Between us Both in other worlds now Far from each other But still close as ever in our thoughts And dreams It’s mesmerizing Distracting Throwing me off-balance Even when I just think of you How is this, still… Wrestling with…

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depression musings poetry 

Spiraling Madness [poetry]

I decided to do some writing recently while in the midst of a depression spiral… this is the result.     The demons are after me tonight My own personal demons In my head Birthed at an early age They’ve lived here forever And tonight they are Twisting and turning Dancing and churning Fucking with my thoughts The logical processes in my mind Whispering in my ears Yelling in my mind Giving me tunnel vision They keep coming Attacking Have you ever swallowed your screams? Tonight I do just that…

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