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Digging in the Dirt: Fall Mood 2018

  Sometimes life gets frustrating beyond reason.   I feel like I’ve been rebuilding, rebranding, and restructuring my life for the past eight years. I’ve even referred to my life as one of those kids friction cars that you pull back a few times to rev it up, then when you let go, it goes speeding off — except that I’ve been revving for years it seems with no release in sight.   “Every job I’ve had adds to my skill set and when I finally figure it all out,…

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Blasphemous Rumours

  Dear Marty,   I’m sorry it’s taken me so long to write, life has been hectic. I guess the reason, mostly, that I haven’t written is because part of me is still in denial that you’re even gone. It’s easy to get into that frame of mind when you don’t interact with someone on a daily basis, like we used to. When I heard the news, my heart dropped to the floor. All I could think is please PLEASE for the love of god, let it not be from…

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World Goth Day 2018

When I was a child I somehow knew I was different from all the others. My mother would say it was because I was fat; my siblings have all said in one way or another had it not been for our mother and the way she raised me I would’ve been “normal”. No. The things that made my little heart flutter as a child were not because of any of those external things. I liked classic monster movies like Dracula and Frankenstein, even more so I had a crush on…

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