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My Alter-Ego – Lucretia [NSFW]

It’s funny the things you run across when going through old journals and files.     Back in the 1990s, before BDSM went mainstream through venues such as Hot Topic and with atrocities of so-called literature like Fifty Shades, I was known to some as the Mistress Lucretia. I was a twisted, somewhat sadistic, yet very affectionate, caring and sensual Dominant.   Although these days I resonate more as a switch than a Dominant – which simply means I enjoy both sides of the coin, Dominant and submissive – Lucretia still resides in…

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musings relationships 

Duality Inside – Deviant vs. Normal [NSFW]

Deep down inside I would love to have some semblance of a monogamous, traditional, and dare I say normal love relationship, but what is normal anymore? 

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musings poetry 

Chauffeur [Poetry] – From the Archives

  This poem is from many years ago, back during a time when my writings had a darker voice and came from a more deviant side of myself… Chauffeur   I will drive you head first screaming sobbing whimpering into the darkness which is My domain tapping into the forbidden regions of your mind… your lusts… into your uncontrollable desires twisting and turning you inside out… I am your designated driver into the unknown, come with Me… if you dare  

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