Peter Murphy Cuts You Up classic alternative depression on the fly 

January Depression Part II – Cuts You Up

  Move the heart Switch the pace Look for what seems Out of place… Cuts You Up – Peter Murphy   Driving, no destination in mind, just driving to escape and to empty my mind. Attempting to hit the reset button buried deep in my subconscious. My brain is broken, or at least the records in my mind are on constant replay… they repeat, repeat, repeat… voices from the past, the present, and even made up conversations in my head about the future are on a non-stop loop.  Louder and…

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Walking in My Shoes Depeche Mode depression and anxiety classic alternative depression on the fly 

January Depression – Try Walking in My Shoes

  Statistically, January is the most depressing month of the year, and for me, this is no exception. This year especially.   I don’t think there’s been a day in the past few weeks I haven’t cried either from my depression and anxiety, stress in general, or sheer loneliness. Sometimes it’s even an explosive combination of all. Most of the time it happens while laying in bed either as I’m trying to fall asleep or attempting to drag my apathetic body out of bed in the mornings. I’m living in…

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classic alternative gothic industrial on the fly 

Industrial Reconstruction of Self

Industrial Music. Hard-edged, rough and hollow sounds, most of the time with dark, smashing, in-your-face lyrics from bands such as Nine Inch Nails, Ministry, KMFDM, Thrill Kill Kult, and Front 242.   [dropcap]W[/dropcap]hen I hear these powerful sounds from my favorite Industrial bands, my insides quake, making me want to not only dance but to become introspective and examine where in my life I need an overhaul – an industrial reconstruction of myself. It’s a call to greatness that I cannot quite explain. Industrial and Electronic Beats have this effect on…

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