Peter Murphy Cuts You Up classic alternative depression on the fly 

January Depression Part II – Cuts You Up

  Move the heart Switch the pace Look for what seems Out of place… Cuts You Up – Peter Murphy   Driving, no destination in mind, just driving to escape and to empty my mind. Attempting to hit the reset button buried deep in my subconscious. My brain is broken, or at least the records in my mind are on constant replay… they repeat, repeat, repeat… voices from the past, the present, and even made up conversations in my head about the future are on a non-stop loop.  Louder and…

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Walking in My Shoes Depeche Mode depression and anxiety classic alternative depression on the fly 

January Depression – Try Walking in My Shoes

  Statistically, January is the most depressing month of the year, and for me, this is no exception. This year especially.   I don’t think there’s been a day in the past few weeks I haven’t cried either from my depression and anxiety, stress in general, or sheer loneliness. Sometimes it’s even an explosive combination of all. Most of the time it happens while laying in bed either as I’m trying to fall asleep or attempting to drag my apathetic body out of bed in the mornings. I’m living in…

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digging in the dirt Peter Gabriel Fall 2018 playlist classic alternative darkwave gothic industrial life 

Digging in the Dirt: Fall Mood 2018

  Sometimes life gets frustrating beyond reason.   I feel like I’ve been rebuilding, rebranding, and restructuring my life for the past eight years. I’ve even referred to my life as one of those kids friction cars that you pull back a few times to rev it up, then when you let go, it goes speeding off — except that I’ve been revving for years it seems with no release in sight.   “Every job I’ve had adds to my skill set and when I finally figure it all out,…

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