musings on the fly 

Bittersweet Legacy

  I’m feeling a bit of the bittersweet symphony of life today.    When I woke up today, I did what almost everyone nowadays does – I checked my phone as if it were the morning newspaper. I found that I had received a heartfelt thank you from a friends’ son; I had donated to his fraternity’s philanthropy project. Donating isn’t a big deal for me, as I always help out when it comes to things of that nature. I find it admirable when young adults get involved in helping out…

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My Alter-Ego – Lucretia [NSFW]

It’s funny the things you run across when going through old journals and files.     Back in the 1990s, before BDSM went mainstream through venues such as Hot Topic and with atrocities of so-called literature like Fifty Shades, I was known to some as the Mistress Lucretia. I was a twisted, somewhat sadistic, yet very affectionate, caring and sensual Dominant.   Although these days I resonate more as a switch than a Dominant – which simply means I enjoy both sides of the coin, Dominant and submissive – Lucretia still resides in…

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Fall Mood

Here it goes again…   The temperature begins to cool, the sun goes to sleep, and everything in nature begins to die. Yes, it is that time of year again – and I am in a mood.  Nothing fits me better right now than my black jacket, bat-winged black shirt, tired and worn blue jeans (I don’t care if they are snug around my hips and ass), and my favorite pair of (shit kickers) Doc Martens. I ruin one more towel in my bathroom (and stain the sink and floor)…

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